freakin ay

i wake up to the sound of my neighbor shouting

BOYS, NO. i'm sure he's talking about his dog. so why can't he just go get him --x mother freakin ay piss me off. anywho yeah that's all for now HAH

i knew something would happen today
so like today we: crystal, jenny, & i went to michelle park's house & stuff

i learned a lot of things & got other things that were in my mind cleared up woooah there are so many misunderstandings. o_o anywho yeah that was a good talk & it was chill (:

mm & neng myun hahaha

i wish i couldve stayed longer but no boohoo i didnt finish hw

lalala (:

good day

wow

for you guys it might seem like oh wow finally jane doesnt blog but to me it's like woah i havent been on blog for so long O_O even though it's only been two days. dude i didnt even go on blog for these two days because all i've been doing is watching 2pm i think i'm obsessed now. but i don't care they make my day HEHHEHEHEHHEHEHEH

well first week of school has gone by, i really like my classes & i think this year's going to be a good one :D

i have many goals for the year well not many, some i won't say it cause i might jinx it O: so yeah

i'm really really really happy right now heheh until SATs come T^T

so yeah goodbye for now (:

i'm happy that

at least i didn't have to go to rodeo roundup (: but it was bad

anywho i got a REALLY REALLY GOOD DREAM THOUGH ABOUT TAECYEON
like i remember this part he texted me and like we used like you know nicknames but i forgot what mine was & i was like happy but then i like was mean to him & he was sad & i felt bad so we started being nicer to each other and then we were so happy and his friend tried to be like --x to me but anywho the GOOD THING ABOUT IS THAT he was such a good boyfriend :D & he made me so happy & ohmygosh such a good dream but the bad thing in the dream i ate a fly o_o

the feeling

have you ever had the feeling where you want something but don't want it at the same time ?
yeah i have that right now

:(

i wish i was sunny T^T

2nd day of school

i liked better (: WAAAAAAAAAAAAY better

1st period i now have someone to sit next to so yay i'm not a loner anymore eunice :D but we dont really talk
2nd period i guess i'm staying blah blah but saxes are excluded how sad :(
3rd period it was alright hahaha nothing bad nothing good
4th period we sang so coool man i have a lot of catching up to do that class is wonderful just using our voices and singing i love it :D
5th period just the glc thing but nicenice
6th period THOMAS hahah man she thinks i'm stupid T^T i think but yeah she's cool (: i hope i dont do anymore stupid things

highlight of the day i think sixth period
lowlight is when i went to staples & this hal muh ni freakin honked at me for her stupid fault but i wont get into details --x

LA LA ALALADFSLADKFHAKJFHAKJDFHAKJDSHKASHDFKAJSHDFKHADSKJFHAKSLDFHASKJD i need to do hw

First day of school

Hi. today school started & honestly i've been to school too much this summer; bingo, summer school, registration, band camp, and various misc. that it didnt feel like first day of school it just felt like going to school again. my classes are alright i know quite a few people in some classes & like very few in others today's highlight were

Rally A - Juniors won everything :D
when Julie walked into my chem class saying, is this malvo..? HHAHAH so cute :D
all the classes were short
gruenberg doesnt seem THAT bad
& yeah the end

bad thing all my english work is due today at midnight but i dont even know the password stuff for turnitin.com and my head is about to explode YAY

promises; i'm sorry i keep editing but ey guys: ana, esther, crystal

TAEC is mine<3

i don't like to break promises really. so i didn't today. when justin said, "oh you better not be like those people who don't come to committee things just because they lost the election." & i said, "ofcourse not." so i didn't & that will be the last time i go --x i hate you justin.

ANYWHO. gah. i don't know what to write about i think i spend more time on farmville than blogger now o_o that's so sad

HOLY MOTHER I WAS GOING TO WRITE SOMETHING & I JUST FORGOT WHEN I GOT HERE.

okay now i remember (: MMKAY.
i want college to come so i can get education over & done with then i'll marry TaeCyeon & stuff we'll travel the world. no actually rewind. somewhere in my twenties before i get married & stuff i want to travel the world by myself or like bring a friend with me. like go somewhere i don't even know how to speak the language. i'll learn the language eventually and then just stay in a country for like two weeks each just backpacking. eating the food, meeting people, going places. not just the touristy places but just like simple cafes and such :( i'm going to make a list

-Korea
-France
-Italy
-Mexico
-Brazil
-Germany
-Sweden
-Britain
-Iceland
-Japan
-Egypt
-Thailand
-Australia
-New Zealand

i think that's like a perfect day for me.

Wake up in a new country where everything is alien to me & then just explore, with ofcourse good food (: & hot guy <3 HAHAHHA

steven.

i think your prayer worked. it's pretty crazy. & if you ask you will receive. it's really true i wish i had more knowledge about the bible so i can just find the verse right now but i can't but i know there's a verse in there pertaining to that. anywho. halfway done with summerwork thank goodness.

First Born, Middle, Last Born, Only, Twins

First-Borns
More conscientious, ambitious and aggressive than their younger siblings, first-borns are over-represented at Harvard and Yale as well as disciplines requiring higher education such as medicine, engineering or law. Every astronaut to go into space has been either the oldest child in his or her family or the eldest boy. And throughout history -- even when large families were the norm -- more than half of all Nobel Prize winners and U.S. presidents have been first-born.
Famous eldest children include: Hillary Clinton, Bill Clinton, Richard Branson, J.K. Rowling and Winston Churchill. And macho movie stars are First-Born, too, including Clint Eastwood, John Wayne, Sylvester Stallone, Bruce Willis and all the actors who have played James Bond.


Middles
Middle children are more easy going and peer-oriented. Since they can get lost in the shuffle of their own families, they learn to build bridges to other sources of support and therefore tend to have excellent people skills. Middle children often take on the role of mediator and peacemaker.
Famous middle children include: Bill Gates, J.F.K., Madonna and Princess Diana.


Youngest
The youngest child tends to be the most creative and can be very charming -- even manipulative. Because they often identify with the underdog, they tend to champion egalitarian causes. (Youngest siblings were the earliest backers of the Protestant Reformation and the Enlightenment.)
Successful in journalism, advertising, sales and the arts.
Famous youngest children include: Cameron Diaz, Jim Carrey, Drew Carey, Rosie O'Donnell, Eddie Murphy and Billy Crystal.


Only Children
Only children have similar characteristics to first-borns and are frequently burdened with high parental expectations. Research shows they are more confident, articulate and likely to use their imagination than other children. They also expect a lot from others, hate criticism, can be inflexible and are likely to be perfectionists.
Famous only children include: Rudy Guiliani, Franklin Delano Roosevelt, Alan Greenspan, Tiger Woods, tennis' teen queen Maria Sharapova and Leonardo Da Vinci.


Twins
Because they hold equal status and are treated so similarly, twins turn out similarly in most cases.
Famous twins include: advice columnists "Dear Abby" and "Ann Landers" (Abigail and Esther Friedman), and Harold and Bernard Shapiro, who became presidents of Princeton University and Canada's McGill University respectively.

Dr. Frank Sulloway, a behavioral scientist and visiting professor at the Institute of Personality and Social Research at University of California, Berkeley and author of the book, 'Born To Rebel: Birth Order, Family Dynamics and Creative Lives,' says first-borns are more similar in personality to first-borns in other families than they are to their own younger siblings. He adds that youngest children are often more similar to the youngest child in another family than his or her own elder siblings. He says this is because the family is not as much a "shared environment" as a set of niches that provide siblings with different outlooks.
Conley agrees, but stresses that these are just general trends -- and that the whole birth-order theory can be turned on its head depending on the child's personality, the age gap between siblings and the family circumstances each child experiences during his or her formative years.

(:

HAHAH thank you Julie i hope my boy is like that too haa

i don't even know why i'm so happy today i don't know i don't know but i like it

today i woke up & slept again for like two hours HAH then got ready & went for interview to cordon bleu mannnnnnnnn i swear i freakin squealed when i saw the kitchen i was like <3 i fell in love OHMYGOSH A;KSHFASLHFALSDHFALKSHFAKLFDHSDAHFKALSFHAKLJSH & all the tools & the cake and it makes me so happy just to think about it ANYWHO man i don't want to talk about my day it's boring except my family & i celebrated my mommy's birthday a day early she's old O: HA

i'm actually excited & unexcited for the school year because

it's a NEW year i mean who doesnt get excited
& band camp is over
& that means i'm done with my summer work

why i'm unexcited is because
i have to finish before school starts
band camp is still here
and i STILl don't know anyone in my chem ap class like nada man .__. so sad

jdsahfasdhfakhfaha i don't think i should be section leader i'm a bad one :( haha

anywho goodbye need to start hw

la la alala :D

no children, corDon bleu not corBon bleu

hahahahhaaa funny funny. that's what i thought too (:

cordon bleu means like blue ribbon in french anywho

yesterday my sister wanted to watch harry potter SUPER DUPER BADLY she wouldnt watch any other movie ==x sorry judy :( i shouldve just watched it with you it was better than i thought it would be. i know i know. everyone said it sucked. but i think i enjoyed it because 1) i didn't read the book yet 2) i didn't expect a lot from it yeah i liked it but then.. i felt this sad & loneliness after watching it. cause..

Ron & Hermione, Harry & Ginny, Jane & ...

NO ONE so sad huh HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH whatever
but i do get some pang of sadness & missingness time to time

like jr. high. no doubt i'm glad i transferred to DB. but i do miss some jr. high people & wish i was closer to others but you know who cares; the closest i am from jr. high are not the girls i used to hang out with like 24/7 (except esther) but are the guys. you think it would be the opposite huh. but no. i barely talk to the girls (besides esther) like once in a year aim conversation or visits to ayala. i thought that oh i'm going to be like super good friends with them forever & ever. but you know what i don't even see them, talk to them, hang out with them. i guess my more true-er friends are like esther & robin & minki cause i can talk to them about stuff & i still do talk to them. [hi esther robin minki you guys all have blogs O:] with like the other girls i don't think i could talk about the things i talk about with them. so what i'm TRYING TO SAY is you guys are cool you three mehhe even though i might not show it & stuff haha you guys make me smile :D<3

ANYWHO ON ANOTHER NOTE. like pastor Chris i'm waiting. WAITING & WAITING this guy better be good o__o

previously

i was going to write about something else. but screw it. i can't explain it. i'm not very good at explaining stuff hahaha. so yeah i can't be a teacher. i'll try writing like a normal blog. like about your day.

dear blog,
It's finally Friday, no band today. (: But, I do have an immense amount of work ahead of me due to procrastination and time does go by fast. I have a lot to do in the coming week such as: finish my school work, finish band camp, go to that interview thing for cordon bleu, watch julie & julia, hang out A LOT, and so on forth. I read a blog that a girl wrote, and how she's for sure that she found a guy. Not just any guy, but a SPECIAL guy; and i thought to myself, how? Anywho, I must continue on my work. Goodbye for now.

Sincerely,
Jane Lee



WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE asd;lfjlsdfashfas but yeah :D hahahhaa sigh i dont like this work T^T makes me cry

self improvement: sexuality

HAHHAHAH that's what i saw at barnes & nobles in that search computer typing thing. & this weird ah juh shi came and typed it up i was like mmmmmmm. yeah you should get that book HAHA JKAY. <3 BUT anywho these last few days i've been at band camp & it's SO SUPER DUPER UBER LONG. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAY but i hung a lot with eunice<3 & justin & julian :D hahah they so funny & yoon jong is so cute HAHAHA. so yeah i think i liked this summer i think i already wrote a blog on this subject. but yeah justin & julian are funny hehehe i never knew cause you guys are so quiet. but yeah LAL ALAL DONEDONE

what can i say

i never really LOVED my dog like OHMYGOSH LUCKYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY<3 it was more like awww lucky (: but it does make a difference when he's gone. i know a lot of times i said i hated him & i thought he was really really annoying & i said those things a lot at retreat, but i guess i was just saying those things i didn't really mean it. i didn't think a few days later after retreat he would be gone, from my life & my family's. i hope where he's now he's happy & is doing whatever he wants. i do miss all the things he did. it's so empty. he would be waiting in the backyard & when i was on the computer i would be able to see him. but it's so empty. so so empty. and he would just run around by himself chasing after random crap & barking at it. and his egyptian looking eyes and he would come to the window next to the dinner table when we were eating. & his fur was like EVERYWHERE cause he shed so much. & when we had to go chase after him when he ran away. i thought they were so ==x during those times. but now i do kind of miss them. i didn't want him to die. noo. i thought maybe he would after i was like way older. but he didnt. & my sister loved him the most. & watching her is so sad. i guess he was like an annoying brother. there are many times when you just want him to go away but deep down inside you know you still love him cause he's your brother and it would be different without him. but it's okay. i know God had a purpose in this. so i won't regret anything. everything has a reason.

Once Upon a Time

there was a destination to go to, Oklahoma. A girl was to go there (:

On the way, the girl saw this:












THEN FINALLY OKLAHOMA YAYAYAY ! so she did stuff la la alla like visit the Oklahoma bombing place & meet her relatives and yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaah O:












& she also ate the best pho LIKE NO EFFIN KIDDING PEOPLE WAIT IN LINE JUST TO EAT THIS CRAP<3 delicious crap that is (:



then she finally reached home ! YAYAYAYAYAY :D

the end. askjfhksldfhalkshdflkasdfas

arizona

i'm heading back all was good met my relatives and yeah it was kind of awkward but who cares (: it was good while it lasted but heck happy i'm home almost. tomorrow's retreat and uh yeah O: i'll upload pictures later lalala

new mexico

that's where i am now. hrmmmm.

my minds preoccupied with something so i can't write or type whatever. well yeaah.

schedule sorry eunice & katie O:

1. AP Chem - Bravo
2. Wind Ensemble - Acciani
3. French 3 - Tietz
4. Solitaire - Breitag
5. English 3 H - Gruenberg
6. AP Calc - Thomas

i wish i had the answers to everything so that if someone asked me a question i would know it and help them. but like judy said wishful thinking is a waste of time & hair so yeah

OKLAHOMA

i don't know why people think indian territory is las vegas o_o is it !?

but yeah dear fellow peers i am going to go to oklahoma tomorrow after service so yeah :D get to see my grandma, aunts & uncles, & cousins ! we're going to go to a lake ? i don't know but i'm not going by plane i'm going by car so road trip ! halfway across the country O: i'll take muchos pictures and um yeah whatever there is to do in nevada, arizona, new mexico, michelle's birth place, & oklahoma woooooooooooooah soooo i have to pack soon.. hrmm mmkay :D