crushes

i wish i had a crush on someone. but these days there's no time to have a crush. like right now i should be studying for sat 2 & psat but here i am on blogger sigh i need to set my priorities straight & i'm getting side tracked from God a lot. anywho back to crushes. i love that feeling. getting up everyday with a certain sense of unexpectedness; will you see him today will you not ? if you do talk to him what should you say ? what should you wear ? how should you act ? & now you're probably thinking wow.. is this what jane does ? & yes i confess it HAHHA jkay kind of. anywho having a crush makes you have something to look forward to. & it just makes you stupidly happy & you're always happy unless you see him with another girl o_o well not any girl cause that would be like posessive status weird. anywho yeah & the little things you overanalyze & make a big deal out of ohmygosh<3 HAHAH i'm basically talking to myself but yeah (: like when a guy texts you it matters if he uses a smiley or a heart & man i can talk about this forever but i'll stop now (: hahaha now i have a warm fuzzy feeling in my heart but my feet are cold so that's a minus :( the end ahah