novel

i've been reading this one book lately called this lullaby one of those romantic teen novel books. i love the character.. i wonder what i would be like if my life was a novel the words chosen to describe it. hrmmm

ode to another year

i think justin & katie summarized exactly what my junior year feels like justin is really creepily similar ._. maybe it's cause a lot of the people feel the same way

I LOVE GLEE<3

my title explains all listen to the songs on my blog it will brighten your day i guarantee<3

change

obama ._. first thing i think of. i think i'm going to cut my hair tomorrow get rid of my yellow horse hair

God-centered

that's the word thank you lawrence haha mmm i think i overthink too much these days. it's hurting my head & with junior year taking a toll on me.. i just want a break. it reminds me of a song that goes wake me up when september ends o_o i'm going to google it oh that is the title. aigoo -0- yeah i just want to sleep until september comes around sigh but then i shouldnt waste my time sleeping; ahem pastor yun ._. & i have a huge headache and i'm procrastinating and being distracted i hate school right now i despise band. & i love sleep & home. i'm so full of hate these days too.. what's wrong with me T^T & i keep letting little things get to me & disappointing people in some ways. i just want to get away from people. to reevaluate myself is that the right word ? another word suffocation.

crushes

i wish i had a crush on someone. but these days there's no time to have a crush. like right now i should be studying for sat 2 & psat but here i am on blogger sigh i need to set my priorities straight & i'm getting side tracked from God a lot. anywho back to crushes. i love that feeling. getting up everyday with a certain sense of unexpectedness; will you see him today will you not ? if you do talk to him what should you say ? what should you wear ? how should you act ? & now you're probably thinking wow.. is this what jane does ? & yes i confess it HAHHA jkay kind of. anywho having a crush makes you have something to look forward to. & it just makes you stupidly happy & you're always happy unless you see him with another girl o_o well not any girl cause that would be like posessive status weird. anywho yeah & the little things you overanalyze & make a big deal out of ohmygosh<3 HAHAH i'm basically talking to myself but yeah (: like when a guy texts you it matters if he uses a smiley or a heart & man i can talk about this forever but i'll stop now (: hahaha now i have a warm fuzzy feeling in my heart but my feet are cold so that's a minus :( the end ahah

toooooooooo cute<3

the title is proof women are born this way hahaha is that true ? o_o